Contemplations

I am up at 4:15 am on a Monday morning because I don't know if I am supposed to be at work or not. I work at Starbucks, so yeah, 4:15 is opening time... I am half expecting a shift lead to call me in 5 minutes to tell me that I was supposed to be there 5 minutes ago to help open... They told me on Saturday that this weeks schedule had been drastically changed, but I forgot to get a copy of the new schedule, and I forgot to call yesterday to get one too... I guess it is easier for me to sit up and wait for someone to call me or for someone to answer the phone at 5 am when they open the doors to tell me I am crazy and to go to bed cuz I have to be in in a couple of hours, but this is how I choose to deal... I am going to be all messed up this week now... Oh well... In the time I been sitting here I have been reading about ADD and how it affects us women who have it... But then I got sidetracked by this beautiful North Carolina Garden Retreat that one ADDiva built for other women to have an opportunity to get away and figure out life... It's amazing! I was also going over the FamilyLife ministries page again in preparation for our phone interview on Tuesday... There is a list of qualifications that I have been reading over and answering in my head. Toby and I will go over it together tomorrow... I just wanted to note (mostly for my ADD brain) the Alan and Theda Hlavka were two of the speakers the weekend we attended the Weekend to Remember conference and they were phenomenal... I'd encourage you to listen to some of the audio broadcasts from their church in Oregon and check out Theda's book "Saying I Do Was the Easy Part"... In the meantime, pray that our interview goes well and that God's plan for us might be opened up to us shortly... By the way, I finally got ahold of someone, and I don't have to work today, so I am going to bed now :)...